why do i still feel lonely???

yes i love to smile ..

love making jokes n laugh with friends

i dont like making enemies with people...

but now realize that i feel so lonely

its not like lonely because of i am alone...

its more like emptiness

yes,,,,

i feel so empty inside....

something is missing somewhere

yes now im in a relationship...

he makes me laugh n smile...

but he always makes me worry

i always wondering where is he...

this relationship is new...

i feel something is lacking

y do i feel this way???

is it because im still shadowed by my previous love???

maybe...

5 years is not like 5 days..

i am used to his way..

these two guys are totally different in every way

i want to be happy..

but y do i feel empty

is it just a feeling????

i want to make a new life

but somehow .... i still remember my ex

oh SHITTT

what do i want actually?

hmmmmmmm